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5 more hours

i really really miss him.

gawd, i'm so pathetic.

but seriously, i have been thinking about the guy. and the fact that i have no idea where he is and what he's doing this very minute drives me crazy.

dangit.

and it's new year's eve over here in texas. whoohoo. technically, it's 5 more hours until the ball drops and we welcome 2007. i have no time to be all sappy and talk about the year's events that dragged me on a rollercoaster, but i will tell you one thing - it sure as hell has been a ride. and i have become a stronger person because of all those events. ahhh, the cliche. i sure as heck hate cliches. haha.

well, happy new year y'all! God bless us, everyone *weeeee*

at 3 am

Merry Christmas!

ok, why am i still awake at 3 o'clock in the morning when i have to be up by 9 to get myself ready to drive Grandma to church tomorrow? er, later today.

i started bummed out that the computer was shut down despite reminding the last person to use it that i would still go online after the said person was done checking email. yep, i definitely was annoyed that i had to switch it back on and wait for the blasted machine to reboot. *cough*whiner*cough*

but anyway, i started working on a new template for my blog. and i couldn't stop myself. and despite this pain shooting up my chest for no apparent reason, i choose to stay here in front of the computer screen and type away nonesense.

i wanted to write greeting cards and send them to my friends scattered across the planet, but i was too busy shopping for clothes that the money i had put aside to buy stamps has now turned into a denim skirt, a button-down blouse, a pair of black slacks, and several Rubbermaid bins. so how in the world will i be able to send these greeting cards now? and Christmas is over, as well. blah. i am so behind. one thing is for sure, though - i will get these sent. hmph.

and a few days ago, i finally gathered enough guts to rumage through the Ex-files. yes, i made a name up for it. yup, just now even. anyhow, i was looking for a picture that i thought i had misplaced. as it turned out, i didn't misplace it after all. it was just in the last place i looked. so back to the files...i actually realized something while digging through all the memorabilia - i think i can start writing that letter i've been wanting to write for the last 5 months. i'm doing SO much better these days. some things still have me confused though, but what the heck, "better" is good.

ok, it's now been 5 minutes or so since i started typing. i still haven't talked about anything stimulating for your brains, so au revoir. i really have to hit the sack.

y'all enjoy the holidays...

Random Messages, Random Annoyances

Kainis ito:

Hello miss! can u pls add me on ur friendster

eh, sino ka ba? di naman kita kilala. bakit kita ia-add?

please add me as your friend. (sabay bigay ng email address nya)

cheh! isa ka pa. bibigyan pa ako ng gagawin.

ay, ang cute ng dogs. can i ask one?

ano kamo? may itatanong ka sa aso?

What do u think is the difference when u were 18 and now that u r 23?

ano ito, tanong sa beauty pageant? tigilan mo nga ako.

how you doin?

um, close ba tayo?

i invites you to be my friend.

you "invites" me?

HELLO DEARST. How are you my nem (gives me his name here). I am happy to meet you i hope ypu will and i hope so to contact mi nice day to you.

huh? 'nuf said.

Message to self: Laureen, ang suplada mo forever. haha.

Relax, Just Do It.

Yeah! Finals are over. Yay for me.

I can now relax.

Uh, wait, not so fast, missy. I have just been forewarned by my everdearest mother that as soon as I hang the studying cap this semester, I would have to make up for all the chores I had passed up because I was "supposedly" studying. Right, like they won't cut me any slack. Sucks. Well, they've just gotten tired of my constant tirade of "I can't, gotta study" after each "Ni, can you please do this." Tahaha.

So yeah, but I just got home from school a couple of hours ago after playing video games with a friend of mine as soon as I got out of my Government class. How fun. So now, I shall relish in the glory of knowing I don't have to go to school for a whole month, and in the memory of the fun-filled remainder of the afternoon.

Now, what can I do for a whole month? I definitely should go out. Right. That's easier said than done. I need someone to go out with first; someone who'll offer to drive and pick me up and take me back home. Because I definitely will not drive downtown, where all the action is. Haha. Loser. Funny, I was actually playing "Race Car" at the arcade, or yeah, whatever it's called. And I kissed the wall quite a few times. Haha. But I was flying through the maze of cars on the highway for the time I was actually on the road.

Anywho, I actually wanted to rant and laugh about this thing that's quite annoying. But I started out this blog entry with this big-ass grin on my face, so I really have no intention of erasing it anytime soon. I have to start catching up on my blogspot entries, though. whoopwhoop.

I so love the smell lingering on my shirt. *mmmmhmmmm*

Lintik Ka, Reming

i hate you, Typhoon Durian! or Reming, as you insisted to be called on local soil...you blew off my grandparents' roof in Bicol. I want vengeance against your sorry arse. damn you. you damaged everything people possessed. you ruined the lives of many others. people have lost their lives because of you.

so you expect to just wreak havoc and leave it all behind. how dare you?! bwiset ka, Durian.

i have so much to be thankful for that my grandparents are safe and sound, though, but i still haven't heard from the rest of my relatives in Bicol. huhu.

oh, please, please, please, i hope and pray that they are safe and well.

*cluckcluckcluck*

Laureen, you're such a chicken. Akala ko ba kaya mo yun. Pweh.

Damn, I wanna kick myself in the rear end. I was so close to asking, and I chickened out.

*I pity the foo*